Please forgive me
Hey, so I just wanted you to know, I don't hate you. Haha, I'm being a hypocrite again. Sorry. I wrote it on the edge on burnout... you can understand, I'm sure. On a different note - how I'm going to keep going. I'm not going to keep singling you out anymore, no more "special" things going out of my way like I've been doing. Indifferent, if you will. Writing is good - it's helped me unload. So now, I don't have to care anymore. And I'll keep my thoughts and emotions in check, so hoping you'll do the same. Isn't it funny, how you'll probably never even read this anyway? I guess writing this is just a way of validation, to tell myself and confirm that I won't be caring anymore. If you cry, the first thing I'll do when I see you again is slap you. You're not the one who gets to cry. Don't try again, don't beg me back, don't say that we'll make it through this If you valued me so much, then why? I'm not blaming you primarily. I just wanted... to tell you, or someone, I guess. I can stop the tears if I want to, but from now on, I'll be the happiest girl in the world, you'll see, like it doesn't matter Tonight, I'll be the happiest girl in the world you'll see, like it never happened.
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