telling you something in someone else's words
I wish i could tell you the truth, I've seen it a million times
I stopped painting excuses red, even if I'm trapped in a rewind
“No, I don't think we should hang out
I get confused when you're around
It's crazy as hell to say, I know
But I think it's time to let you go
I wanna lie, pretend I'm alright, but
Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder how you’ve been
I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here”
“Maybe hating you's the only way it doesn't hurt.”
怕你飞远去 怕你离我而去
更怕你 永远停留在这里
Two moons, I can feel myself start catching on fire
You should keep your distance
I'm only telling you because I care
So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
Instead, filled with anxiety
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
Somebody 'cause it's not me, I'm not used to all the talking
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
Used to cope with all my problems
using notes and lots of rhyming
Used to hope for better days
whenever nights would have me crying
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
Oh, in my head
There's two pilots
Take back all my regrets
And paint it black like your silhouette
Time is like music
Play it 'til the end and then reset
Knowing it all am I destined to fall?
(Like once you did for me...)
Two heads in the sand
I hear you talking, but I just can't understand
Flying high with both eyes closed
Almost touched the sun, I guess we got too close
Now I'm dancing on my own
But the music's not as good when you're alone
“Why is it so hard to forget you?”
I’m standing here but my heart is somewhere else
我用尽全力唱出心声，
却永远传不到你的耳边。
不怕人说我自私
只怕自己会输给回忆。
后来 终于在眼泪中明白 有些人 一旦错过就不再
The colors I see were never meant to paint
Withering roses, but why would I explain
Myself again to another sunrise without
The moonlight by my side
But there’s no way to turn off this feeling,
I don’t deserve to get caught in between
Some day I should be reacquainted
With your reality without my shadow
Haunting me.
At my own one man show I never had to
Know that it wasn’t real at all.
No... Leading different roles.
So much has changed,
Like I’ve never known you before
Waiting by the door were the mistakes
I never had a chance to make.
I hesitated, but pain will fade..
Oh, there’s no way to turn off this feeling-
I don’t want to get caught
Some day I should be reacquainted
With your reality, I’m spiraling down
For now, just let me be
turn off this feeling
Maybe hatin' you's the only way it doesn't hurt
So I'm gonna hate you
I'm gonna hate you
Paint you like the villain that you never were
I'm gonna blame you
For things that you don't do
Hating you's the only way it doesn't hurt
I'm trapped inside myself, locked up in my own story
I can't express my feelings, my heart is closed up
Even if it hurts, even if it tears me apart
I’ll let go because holding on won’t heal my heart
我很快乐但不感到满足
我很痛苦但不想说出
听到了你的声音却还是错过
我追随了路标的每个方向
但是塔楼上的钟只敲了九下
当太阳在我脑海的这一侧沉没
我还以为天开始下雪了
直到灰烬飘落在我手中的底片上
我才明白
烈火将在一切开始时燃烧
我们应将珍惜和所知的一切埋入地下
但我还是无法拯救你
无法赶到你身边
永远困在那些我不想让你知道的结局里
告别了这突然闪烁的耀眼光芒
我们勇斗了那些惊涛骇浪
直到河流干涸
我们将粉紫色的燃料撒向天空
坚定伫立在英都眼前